and paranoia it creates in me..

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well..

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all
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I just spent the night at college, and it was a damn hellish experience. The labs, freezing cold, and sleeping on hard carpeted floor for 2 hrs is hell.

I haven't been spending timewith friends. I realise that, but I'm too fucking busy to care, and I've been doing nothing but work. I cannot compromise anymore. WORK!

daryl's back. Cool :)
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Sometimes, someone tells you something that really is insignificant and not at all serious. But it is blown out of porportion and in the end, ends up abigger matter than it was actually.

Maybe just the way you said it.

But Idon't care. Its so common and your concept of 'Open' is different from mine.

SO don't worry, I really don't give a flying fuck.

And sometimes, MSN does little justice to deliver messages across. I mean, you're just readin text, and sometimes you misunderstand..

And I'm sorry, upon looking back at the message history, I realise that I have gravely misundertood
and for this i sincerely and profusely apologise.

SO sorry :(
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So, the end of the year approaches. Everyone's Being happy, as their finals are done.

Me? I'm cursing under my breath as it gets harder and harder.

Sometimes, Rationality seems such a vague word. In sense, what is right and what is wrong seems so subjective in the world these days.

Back in the medieval days, it was a very clear cut of what is wrong and whats not. You could either be doing something right or commiting blasphemy, theres a very strong sense of what is right and wrong. And it doesn't even need rational reasons.

I guess I should be glad that we have evolved to be more liberal, that we have made it right and completely appropriate to coem up with our own rationalities and do what we feelis right.

So Suffian told me over futsal one day ...

yeaps kok ming.. eheh

hahaha me loves u baby

Happy birthday to Yen Ling

Muahahahah

You're 20 noww!! Yeayyyyyy

Muakks I love you Hahahah

SCREW YOU YOU FICKLE PIECE OF MUTHERFUCKING NO GOOD SONOVAWHORE BITCH!!

STOP ACTING HOLIER THAN THOU!!

MUTHERFUCKIN LIAR! YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS BUILT ON LIES YOU BENG PIECE OF ASSWIPE!

YOU FAKER, I HOPE YOU DIE BY COMMITING SUICIDE AFTER REALISING YOUR WORTHLESS LIFE ISN'T WORTH LIVING FOR ANYMORE.

GO FUCKING SUCK YOUR OWN COCK:- NO ONE'S GONNA SUCK IT FOR YOU. GO FUCK YOURSELF, CAUSE YOU SURE AS HELL AIN'T GETTIN ANY!

FUCK YOU.

Well, my cheerful streak didn't last very long :S

Things You Would Never Know  about
Chinese Swordsman Movies

1. Being the hero's parents will always be unlucky
and will usually be killed by enemies when the
hero is young, and the hero will become an orphan.

2. When a man is wounded and dying, he always
manage to catch his breath and speak a few
sentences to reveal the killer before dropping his
head and declared dead.

3. Skilled people are able to fly over roof tops, up
trees and distances without any sweat. But when
travelling to towns and villages, they still have to
walk or ride horses.

4. The heroes need not have to work for money,
but will always have golds and silvers with them to
pay for their dishes.

5. The heroes and villains will meet each other very
often no matter how big the country is and no
matter where they are.

6. Healing internal wounds in the body is as easy
as sitting down cross-legged, palms on the knees
and smoke coming out from the head.

7. They can keep a lot of stuff in their sleeves and
waistband and never drop them (carrying
especially lots of those gold and silver ingots)

Things You Would Never Know about Indian
Movies

1. A man will show no pain while taking the most
ferocious beating but will wince when a woman
tries to cleanse his wounds.

2. The hero cannot fall in love with the heroine(vice
versa) unless they first perform a dance number in
the rain.

3. Once applied, make-up is permanent, in rain or
in any other situation.

4. Two lovers can be dancing in the field and out of
nowhere, 100 people will appear from god-knows-
where and joins them in the dance.

5. In the final scene, the hero will discover that the
bad guy who he is up against is actually his
brother and the maid who looked after him is his
mother and the chief inspector is his father and the
Judge is his uncle and so forth.

6. Key English words used in the movie (usually
said out loud between entences) are No Problem!,
My God!, Get Out!, Shut-up!, Impossible! Please
forgive me! ........ etc

7.They drop down on grounds and roll and roll
while singing and came out with different clothings.

8.They can run around the coconut trees, singing,
battling eyes-lid,and throwing glances at each
other and change clothes all at the same time
without being out of breath.
 

I stepped into what appears to be a piece of whats to come in the following years.

An apartment.

My sister has a quaint little apartment in the heart of Jalan Duta, 5 minutes drive away from Hartamas and bukit Kiara. It is situated in a quiet little corner on top a little hill, and its quite cosy despite being quite small.

It has 3 rooms, a master and two small rooms. It had two bathrooms.

Now, Its not confirmed, but we might move to the apartments NEXT to my sister's, which is slightly bigger and a bit more expensive. I dunno if I'll be used to it, because if I put my queen sized bed in one of em rooms, there will be no more space. On the other hand, I simply adore small spaces because if done tastefully, the interior will be very nice..